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Usual day

 Hello,  Today's blog is gonna be a short one and the story which I was telling you guys yesterday I will continue that some other day but today I did something productive and overall it was a good day for me. First of all I woke up really late today like I literally woke up in the noon and after that my roommate asked me if I wanted to go shopping and I thought to myself either way I have nothing fun to do so I said yes to her and then we went for shopping but she's a really fun person to be around I mean we were out for 4 hours and I did not feel bored or anything of that sort in fact I was enjoying her company she also bought me coffee today because I went out with her and she also made dinner for me which is very generous of her and I am so thankful to her because I had not make anything for myself and I was starving. Then I also bought some skincare products for myself because you know even tho I am in my mid twenties I need to keep my skin healthy and happy. I was happy ...

Boring day

 Hello, How are you all doing today? Well I had a very long and boring day I was home all day and did not do anything productive which was a waste of my day. Honestly I wanted to do something productive today but I don't know what happened to me and I changed my mind and decided to do nothing at all. But then eventually I thought maybe I should do something and I started to do my assignment which is the worst part of being in college/university because honestly I don't like to do assignments at all and because its boring, time consuming and my brain does not process anything now so its very difficult for me to keep with everything and its annoying at times but to complete the whole cycle I completed my part of the assignment and the assignment that I am talking about is a group assignment and I HATE TO WORK IN GROUPS BECAUSE NO ONE COOPERATES!!!!!!!! But today i got to know one new song which is very soothing to my ears and it kind of made me remind of my ex which I don't w...

Life like a k-drama.

 Hello, I am back with some of my idiotic thoughts and some gloominess but right now I am not feeling gloomy but I feel a lot better and its night over here and its kind of my fav time from the entire day because there's no one around to disturb and interrupt me. So yeah this is the best time to be by myself and watch some shows or read books which makes me happy and also I have started watching a k-drama which I had already watched but its like my comfort k-drama so I thought of rewatching it again today and let me tell you I am a very slow watcher I cannot complete a whole k-drama in one night that is impossible for me because I get distracted very easily oh sorry I got distracted from the topic again haha. But yeah that k-drama is all about university life and friends to lovers kind of trope which is something I like to watch because you know when you know someone for a very long time and like you both are very comfortable with each other, joke around with each other and when th...

New day but old me!

 Hello, This is a new day but i don't know if I have something new to do that excites me or makes me happy about it anymore as I am trying to figure out how to manage things on my own it still leaves me a lot of confusing thoughts that if I'm doing this right or should just give up. But as I'm striving towards the life that i want to build for myself I should be happy, right? But for some reason I don't feel happy anymore I'm just going with the flow and keep completing the task as if I'm in a video game who has been assigned to complete the task and they will get rewards but in my case I don't get any rewards in return which quite frustrating because people always say that you should work hard but the result will be fruitious but I'm not sure if that saying is applicable on my life or not. Right now life is a rat race and I don't to participate in this rat race I want my life to be peaceful and stable but I don't know why nothing is working out ...

When a science student tries to be an internet blogger

Hello All, This is the first time that I am trying to write something down on the internet and honestly i don't even know what to write and what not to write and that's the most common issue that i have. But lately I have been feeling so out of place and I need a space where I can talk about my stories and vent my things out without boring people out of their minds. In reality I am a kind of a person who can not make friends easily and sometimes it's really annoying because its not like that I am not putting in efforts but the person with whom I am trying to talk is just not interested in listening to the things that I am saying and that's pretty embarrassing for me. So nine months ago I moved to a new country leaving behind my family and friends which is a lot for me because as i have mentioned before its difficult for me to make new friends and adjust with new people that easily and I am still struggling to get adjusted with this new weather changes, new environment a...